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The Spaz Project presents Ross Gaetz - NEURODIVERSE

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Everywhere I look and everywhere I go, I find you. Everywhere I run and everywhere I hide, I find you I can't escape, can't escape, can't escape your love. It's following me. I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that i won't move on If you never leave. The darkness is caving in, There's no way we're saving this. I think that we're going down. The darkness is caving in, There's no way we're saving this. I think that we're going down.
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Knowing your reasons for feeling so sad, (Whoa-oh!) Too many words are chasing my head. (Whoa-oh!) When you hide your face, I still feel her. When you look at me, I just fall apart. When you hide your face, I still see your soul. If you're gonna love me, I promise we won't fall. I promise we won't fall.
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My brain’s on fire! I’m gonna tweak, I’m gonna freak. Eight and a half days a week. I’m at the peak of mystique, how I became this tweaking freak. Something’s not right, sleep all day, up all night. Can’t think straight, no debate, I’ve got no fight or flight. That blur of light is my mind, bouncing all around inside. It’s got no direction, just infection, and it just can’t unwind. It’s a disease inside of me or something that will set me free. Can I be heard, can I be seen, don’t know what does it all mean? Give me the Dopamine! Can’t go slow, must go fast until I’m hauling ass. I don’t know what it is, but I know it’s not gonna pass. Cuz I’m a spinnin’ I’m a flyin’ my jaw and teeth are grindin’. I’m tripping through a rainbow, catchin' colours without trying. I need something I can’t find, to pacify my mind. I don’t know what it is which is probably by design. But make it mean, make it lean, make it lucky like thirteen. Make it messy, never clean, make it look like a disaster scene. I’m Tweakin' on the Dopamine!
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You and me, we both live life at full speed. Easy to see, when we collide, No one walks away easy I never thought you'd be the one, I never meant to take your heart, I never fell so hard, I never meant to be the one, I never thought I'd break your heart And after the stars have crumbled to dust, We still feel the warmth burning in us (burning in us). And it hurts so bad, but it doesn't mean that it's wrong. (No) Cuz after the storm, you'll see the sun (you'll see the sun).
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Come hither, follow me Come to the other side Come hither, follow me I shall lead you astray Come hither, follow me Come to the other side Come hither to me For I have what you seek Come hither, follow me (We are going to follow you) Come hither, follow me (Follow you to the other side) Come hither, follow me (We are going to follow you) Come hither, follow me (On to our demise) Come to the other side Come to the dark side
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Roll the dice Let's see what happens It's late at night Where is the action? I'm starry-eyed Wanna take a leap of faith And don't think twice (Think twice) Maybe I can be your lucky charm Bet your heart on me and hold me in your arms I could be your twenty-one So baby, double down. Are you lucky now? Roll the Dice Are you lucky now?
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When you are feeling low, There is a place you can run to. I know the world is cold, So if you are hurting, I will hold you. I will shine for you! I will shine for you! Shine! I will shine for you!
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My mind is like a hive, The thoughts intrusive, are just bees buzzing to stay alive, Distracted and elusive. They collide within my mind, And I struggle to think, With my thoughts in a bind As I am pushed to the brink, Of insanity. Lost in thought, I wander, Down a path that to my inner world, The complexity leads me to ponder, And the depth of my emotions swirled. Though the bees can be overwhelming, The inspiration they mold, In their buzzing, I find compelling, A reminder of the power I hold. So I embrace the bees in my brain, Even when they drive me insane, For in their chaos, I find a refrain, Of the beauty and complexity of my inner terrain. You will never understand that THIS is my norm and I have chosen to embrace the swarm.
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Our kind in isolation Is what you have preferred. Hate and defamation And we have gone unheard Act like our existence Is something quite absurd We shall go the distance We will not go unheard Hold us down in torture You barely said a word But now the time has come We will not go unheard Ask now for forgiveness, Our wrath you have incurred Stand aside and witness We will not go unheard
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The shadows of midnight are falling on my face I am alone. where are you tonight? I'm crying to the darkness. I'm calling out for you. This isn't right. No, this isn't right. I am waiting to hold you in my arms again. I am waiting. Come back to me. I am waiting, waiting for the only one for me. I am waiting. I dream to spend eternity in your sweet embrace Hold you when the sunsets and wake to see your face I stare through clouded skies and light with eyes so blind I walk a million miles. I can't leave you behind. I am waiting to hold you in my arms again. I am waiting. Come back to me. I am waiting, waiting for the only one for me. I am waiting.

about

Diverging (hehe... get it?) from his more recognized style and launching into future rave with a dab of trance, autistic-ADHD artist THE SPAZ PROJECT adopts the moniker ROSS GAETZ to lead you on this audio journey.

credits

released March 24, 2023

T. Bacon

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